said · and · done

It's been almost 2 years since I've started this journal. Much has happened, since. Not all of which has been recorded onto this page. This journal has always been for me, to read back into. I've kept it public because i wanted to force myself to be honest to the world and by consequence, be a good guy.


It didn't work out that way.


I once kept a diary, of which i still have some remains. Remains that contain some pretty dark secrets. Time will uncover these wounds once they've scabbed, flaked and healed.
Now, i also need to heal. But not in broad daylight. Except maybe for the company of some who i note on this journal as "friends". Let's see how brutally honest i can be with you guys.


This livejournal is just a page on the internet, like any other, but who will more so give you a slight impression of the person that i am and who i was. I don't want to sound pretentious and i frankly don't care if you're presumptuous. I have real friends in real life that i can talk to. This is but a record of a small portion of my life. I can't spend all my time writing it down cause I wouldn't have time to live it.


And I hereby pronounce this my little page of therapy. Because right now, I'm about as emotionally stable as a 17 year old girl. So if you happened to stumble in here and you're still not tired of this self-pity trip? Then maybe you should request me as a friend.